A Loner

I can believe I have turned in to a person I don't know.. is that why I have no friends anymore.. I want to be friends with people, i want to go out and mingle and be the carefree soul i was but why am i losing it.

Am i trying too hard?

My Challenge

My challenge comes in the name of "Kenric" whoes such a sweet boy and oh so very nasty when he does not get his way.

Over the years of growing up I made sisters of the girl friends I knew and as I sit in this strange country I realize of my loss. Some of them stick around for a while and others just disappear after a while.And the other few are just too busy. I miss talking to people, infact I feel my life has come to a stand still like a full stop after I moved away from home.

My mind

My minds in turmoil, I just don't understand what's going on right now, and again I believe in that supreme force because things keep falling in to place most of the time when I think they won't.

I am pretty much disturbed by http://www.ajc.com/news/jailhouse-interview-i-did-735765.html
My condolences with his family, I hate to think what goes through the mind of the mother, it's the baby she helped grow in to a young life that was stomped out by these criminals. I don't know what it takes lord to stop people like this.

My humble pray my children oh Lord safely keep as each day I rest on the bed of dreams